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© dawncsm

Sunday, July 10, 2011 @ 2:18 PM

I really cannot comprehen the way you treat me.
True! you dont scold me for no reason, you dont hit me, you dont disrecpect me. That very normal for a person to be. If that is considered good and lucky, i wished i never known you. Really.
I'm just a girl who needs accompany - to share my joy, sorrows, fear, pain. But you never been by my side when all these happen. Why? you behave the same when i told you all these. Too busy to improve our relationship? BUSY? even visting me at my place is tough. I have to drag you to my place just to show my parents that you care to visit me and my family. In fact you dont even care. you only care for yourself.
Which girl travel all the way to visit her boyfriend and does all the talking, planning all the activities. Ya, there is. In the hospital when the boyfriend is lying on the hospital bed unconsiously. true that i dont plan for the activities but you dont plan too. It has always been going to movies, dinner, home. That it. for the past 1year and 4 months. Can you take it?
Scenario 1: in train (noon)
When i say i'm tired and want some rest, you said okay and picked out your itouch and start playing. wow! how gentleman. so i rest on other guys' shoulder huh? you feel less stress because you can finally play your stupid itouch? ya, your reason given: you dont wanna disturb me. How sweet right? Stupid ass. Let your girlfriend's head hang in the air to sleep.. how happy can you be??
scenario 2: walking home (night)
There is actually no talking nor chatting between us while walking back home. claimed to send me home, but not side by side nor hand in hand.
I'm infront and he's behind. No talking, behaving as though we are in the library right? How great. come on ppl can even think that we are strangers. How sweet ah to have a boyfriend like that.
scenario 3: Taking to your own boyfriend (on streets, on trains, during shopping, breakfast,lunch,dinner)
To be honest, he dont like to talk. I think he's tongue is too precious to move. either no answers or one word answer like "hmmm", "okay", "anything", "no", "that's not what i meant". COME ON! GP TUTOR NEVER TEACH YOU THE WAY TO ANSWER? dont you know how to elaborate? I hate people not responding to me. Oh, at times, he doesnt answer or answer after 5 seconds because he's too engage in his game which he dont find a need to stop when talking to me.
girl: "are you hungry?"
**after 5 seconds**
boy:" huh, what did you say"
girl: " are you hungry? i'm hungry, i wanna eat. where shall we eat?"
***after 3 seconds***
boy:" huh"
**after 3 seconds***
boy:" anything.. ahh.. aiyo, dont angry la. okay, i stopped playing now. what you want to have?"
cool ah? not once, not twice, not thrice. i dont know how many times. like 60% of the time is like this. maybe 30% of the time we are arguing.
can you take it?? i bet you would give up 6 months after being with him. dont worry, i'm dying soon if this continues. He doesnt learn from all these happenings. because he thinks it is not serious enough for him to look into this matter and change it. He feels that i'm the one at fault so the one who needs to change is not him but me.

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